Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Seriously freaked out. I have a lump in my right breast. I know that lumps can be triggered by hormonal changes, and with PCOS that could be anything. Since we don't have insurance the clinic I go to is sending me to a surgeon who will examine me and see if I need to have a mammogram. That way a program pays for the visit and the mammogram and I don't have to pay anything. In the mean time I'm staring at a lump in my boob and freaking out. Aaaaah.

But on a more positive note I have lost 20 lbs and my bp and pulse are perfect :)

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Life and Lemons

So we all got laid off from our fronyier jobs Friday night. That call center campaign is no longer available in the TRG Beckley building \. WeWeresupposed to be there until the 21st but surpriiiiiise! We're not. Oh well.

Cowboy already had a new job lined up anyways. He starts at gamestop tonight. We'll know his wages and everything then so I can fix us up a new budget.The house will be paid off on Tuesday so we wont have that bill to worry about at least and I'm hoping to either get unemployment or find a small job to get thru winter and Christmas.

I'm hoping for the unemployment. I'd really like the winter to concentrate on dr apps and getting my PCOS under control. I had a period for the first time in two years last month. This month back to nothing. Every pregnancy test is negative so I guess last months period was some sort of fluke.

The good news is that I've been losing weight. I don't know how much. I've been able to wear a pair of pants i've not been able to wear since I bought them and I'm about two inches away from a pair of jeans that i;ve never had on. Yay! 

Sunday, October 9, 2011

God is in Control

Sometimes I have to remember that God is the one piloting the plane and I'm just along for the ride. Sometimes like today I get that reminder.

We've been looking for my husband's wallet for months. Never could find it. Has his ss card and picture ID.
DMV wont' replace the picture ID without the SS card. SS won't replace the SS card without the drivers ID so we've been stuck. Tonight I ripped apart our car trying to find it. No luck. Found lots of other goodies that had disappeared, but no wallet. We came home and I'm washing J's clothes for his interview tomorrow. As I'm standing in the bathroom I decide to move everything out of the hamper and see if its at the bottom. No go. God, please, help me find his wallet. We really need his information for his interview tomorrow. I look to my left. There's a wicker basket there, it's pretty much just a catch all for the random bathroom supplies. I move something off the top and there is a wadded up pair of pants. I start emptying the pockets so they can be thrown in the wash with all the other darks. There's something heavy in the left rear pocket. I pull it out. There in my hand is my husband's lost wallet.

Friday, October 7, 2011


So while I'm looking through my facebook I've noticed a disturbing trend. At lealst 50 percent of the girls I know are pregnant or are new mothers. My best friend is having a girl. My cousin is having another boy. The girl I went to highschool with just felt her baby move for the first time. Aaaaaaaaaaah.

Deer? Where?

So tonight driving home on the way from work we had two exciting things happen. One - I got my first ever ticket! Why you ask? Was I speeding? Nope. Was I swerving all over the road? Nope. Was I making uturns and spin outs for the fun of it? Naaaah. No, I choose to live on the dangerous side and didn't have my seat belt on! That's right my first ever ticket... because I don't feel comfortable wearing a device to fits against my throat instead of my shoulder where its supposed to be. . . le sigh.

Oh yeah I said two exciting things didn't I? I.... have joined the ranks of my fellow West Virginians. What do I mean by this you ask? I hit a deer. I have the proof of it too! My poor car hood is jacked up. Or jacked in as the case may be. Okay, seriously the damage isn't bad. My care just looks slightly more abused than it did to begin with.

Deer went smash and the car went boom! Oh my gravy the deer went air born! I don't know if I should feel worse about the fact that bambi probably only lost his spots a few weeks ago, or that it was a waist of perfectly good deer meat....

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Female issues

Periods periods periods!

Well for the first time in two years I had a period last month. Let me assure of two things... after going for that long without one a - it was startling to happen all out of the blue. b ) it still hurts! So... I should be on another one, but nothings happened.... which means either the PCOS is kicked right back in ... or... well I'm not sure what iit means. The tests I've been taking all say negative, so I'm a bit confused. and a bit depresssed.


Sunday, October 2, 2011

Simple life

First off let me apologize for not being online for a few days.
Our internet is down, yet again, but Frontier is supposed to be coming to fix it this week. I hope.
Cross your fingers for me.
So I wanted to give you some more information about our life.
So far pretty much all anyone knows is that we're trying to conceive, we're goofy, and we're from WV.
Let me start of by explaining how much our weekend this weekend has been awesome.

Yesterday (Saturday) we went down to Pineville to help our friends Renee and Steff with a hot dog sale. Stef is going to be in a Miss WV pageant and they're raising funds. We all know she's going to win anyways. After the pageant we came back and just hung out and watched Transformers.
Today we went with Joe and Renee and their goobers to see Courageous. Let me just say, if you've not seen it then you need to. This movie is awesome and is what Christians should be. My husband isn't a father yet, but I think it definitely touched him. This is a movie that literally will make you laugh, cry, and ache for the actors. It feels as if your faith is growing right along with the characters. So let me reiterate. If you haven't seen this movie it is a must see. Go. See. Now.
Tomorrow we go back to work, yay (feel my enthusiasm here huh?) at a job that is ending in approximately 2 weeks. It sucks. Alot. And badly. So far we're not having much luck with finding other employment but we can't switch to a different campaign. They gave us that option but there are health concerns with staying at this particular call center and I just can't afford to stay sick anymore, especially with trying to get pregnant. I sure don't plan on expsoing my baby to black mold even before they are born. It is good money though so we're scrambling to get in as many hours as possible before this job ends because we only owe 1400 more on our house. If we have to go through the winter jobless then at the very least my house will be paid off so I won't have to worry about a house payment. 400 on this paycheck, 400 on the 17th, and 6 on the 4th.
Cross your fingers and pray for us that things go the way we're hoping.
Anyways, its after 12 midnight, movie night is wrapping up, and we're on our way home for the night. Good night everyone.